TOPPER’S STRATEGY: Poonam (Rank 308) CSE-2015

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Hi all,

I am privileged to share my journey of UPSC which is inclusive of both struggle and success and I would also say slightly different from many others yet at the same time very similar to a lot of you.

Let me Introduce myself, I am Poonam, Rank 308 CSE 2015, Roll no.0506094. This is my Fourth attempt at UPSC ,Been selected twice in Railways in my previous attempts(CSE 2009 and 2010).My Prelims marks and mains mark sheet are attached.

poonam 1

poonam 2

 

 

Personal Profile

 

I have been born and brought up in Delhi, though my ancestral roots belong to Village Chhara, Distt. Jhajjar (Haryana). I am happily married for the last 7 years and have an infant son 8 months old.

I started very late for UPSC Preparation (In fact I gave my first attempt at the age of 28 years). As specified above I started my career as a Primary Teacher in a Delhi Govt. School and along with the job did my graduation as external Student from Delhi University. After completing my graduation I appeared for different Bank PO Exams and SSC Graduate Level Exam and cleared all of them(SBI PO,SBI Associates PO, Union Bank Of India PO, SSC Graduate Level 2005) but finally chose SBI PO( As I look back, I regret that there was nobody to guide me about UPSC Exam, had somebody at that time would have guided me about UPSC Exam I would have given it a try at that stage and may be you would have been reading this interview much earlier. Also, I want to share the fact that at that stage I used to be very under-confident about my chances at CS Examination. I am sharing these thoughts so that all of those who are somehow feeling the same as I had once been, can come out of it and not repeat the mistake which I did.

After 3 years in SBI, I joined the Income Tax Department securing a very decent rank(7) at all India level in SSC graduate level Examination 2006 which gave me the confidence of writing UPSC and also the fact that being a General Category candidate my attempts were going to be wasted anyhow  because of my age. I thus gave my first attempt at UPSC CSE in 2009 and got Railways (RPF). I didn’t join that service and sat for CSE 2010 but again I got Railways (IRPS). Meanwhile, I had cleared Haryana PSC and joined as Dy.SP in Haryana Police in 2011. In 2011, I couldn’t qualify Prelims and my tryst with UPSC was over due to age limit. Later, as 2011 candidates were accorded an extra attempt at CSE 2015 so I got an opportunity to appear again for UPSC. This attempt came as a great challenge and opportunity as I was out of touch with preparation and the fact that I was 9 months pregnant at the time of prelims and while mains I had a son about 3 months old was making it even harder. But as luck would have it, I got my best rank in the most challenging circumstances.

 

Preparation Strategy

 

Because of my special circumstances I could study only for 2-3 months for Prelims and for Mains I could hardly get a month before mains (since my baby was born in Sept.) So, could not prepare the whole syllabus nor could study for long time. Whatever little I used to study I concentrated on focusing on the traditional areas like Polity, History, Geography, and my optional Sociology. Also, I used to make notes of certain key areas in every paper for quick reference n revision.

During this attempt I focused exclusively on Self Study, Online material sp. Mrunal youtube lectures on Geography n Economics ,Selfstudyias Prelims Test Series, Clearias prelims Test Series ,Iasbaba TLP Programme, InsightsonIndia Secure Initiative on Current Events. Also, I was fortunate to have regular mentoring of Pavan Sir for GS and Ethics Papers.  I relied on the standard books of polity like M.Laxmikanth, Rajiv Ahir Spectrum for modern history, Shankar’s Environment Notes, Culture of Nitin Singhania n of course the tried n tested old NCERT Books.The detailed list is as follows:

Topic Strategy/booklist/comment
History Ancient Old Ncert Book,Own Notes.
History Medieval Old Ncert Book,Own Notes.
History Modern (Freedom Struggle) Bipin Chandra, Rajiv Ahir.
World History Old NCERT Book
Culture and society Old Ncert Book,Nitin Singhania Notes and Newspaper.
Polity (theory + current) M.laxmikanth.
Economy (theory + current) Mrunal youtube lectures,Economic Survey.
Science (theory + current) Old Ncert book.
Environment (theory + current) Shankar Ias Notes.
geography physical Mrunal Rajtanil Mam youtube lectures ,Oxford Atlas,NCERT.
geography India Mrunal Rajtanil Mam youtube lectures,Oxford Atlas,NCERT.
geography world Mrunal Rajtanil Mam youtube lectures,NCERT,Oxford Atlas.
other national/international current affairs Newspapers like Hindu and Indian Express,RSTv,InsightsonIndia.
Schemes, Policy & Filler Stuff Websites like Mrunal,Iasbaba,InsightsonIndia.
General Studies 4: Ethics, Integrity, Case studies Pavan Sir Ethics Class Notes and 2 nd ARC Report and any book on lexicon .

Since a lot is dependent on Mains, and considering the lengthy papers I think one need to maintain the speed as I suffered a lot because of lack of speed and time management. In every paper I was not able to maintain speed and thus have to leave 20-30 marks paper unattempted. Writing Answers every day is the key to obtain good marks in Mains and I sincerely believe I could have gained at least 40 marks had I done that practice as I would have been much better in my speed and time management. For this, I strongly recommend IASbaba TLP Initiative and InsightsonIndia Secure Initiative on current events. I would like to thank IASbaba for TLP sociology initiative that helped me immensely.

 

 

Learnings from the Journey

 

As I Look back now, I feel that lack of confidence in myself actually costed me a lot. We all need to remember the fact that it is Just an Exam like many others and can be cracked with dedication and a strategic preparation. We should not be scared of this Exam. Many of us write our first attempt to be able to just clear prelims (as happened with me in my first attempt CSE 2009, I could clear Prelims but since was focus was only on clearing prelims I had not prepared enough for Mains and thus though qualified Mains but got just above Cut Off Score and thus even getting good marks in Interview (208) I could get only Railways. This attitude of not taking the holistic view of all stages of Exam Prelims, Mains and interview costed me my first Attempt.

Secondly, I feel that this Exam actually requires Consistent Efforts. There should be more regularity in the Preparation. It is more beneficial to study for 6 hours each rather than studying one day for 18 hours and not studying another day at all. Also, study schedule should be properly planned and should be followed religiously. Prepare a monthly planner, weekly planner and daily planner based on the syllabus and time at one’s disposal. Every morning plan your day (what is your target today) and every night audit your output.

Thirdly, never let stress take over you. All of us have d same anxiety and pressure of this exam but handle dis nervousness effectively otherwise it will result in more problems. Be an optimist always. (I am sharing this fact because of the personal experience of the failure in Prelims in my third attempt. I was almost confident of getting a very good rank in my second attempt but unfortunately even though obtaining a very good score in mains of CSE 2010 I got a very bad score in Interview n could again get Railways (IRPS) and this threw me into depression. I could not prepare for the Changed pattern of CSAT of 2011 Attempt and the stress n pressure of last attempt made me lose in the first round itself. Now, I realize that had I taken the failure of obtaining good rank in CSE 2010 in a positive stride and not taken stress of last attempt I could have easily managed the changed pattern of CSE 2011 and would have easily qualified Prelims. (I have earlier qualified Bank P.O exams and CSAT was not that difficult thing for me but the stress I took in the last attempt ruined my Third Chance).

Fourthly, we need to take into account the factor of luck also in this exam. One need to understand that to be in the list or not is also dependent on so many permutation and combination and one should also factor in the handwork of one’s destiny in it. Give your best shot at UPSC but also have a backup plan to fall back on as life goes on with or without UPSC.

Been through this momentous journey of struggle and success ,I would only say have a positive thinking ,take both success and failure in your stride comfortably, learn from your failures but learn more from your success as it allows you to respect the struggle of all those who couldn’t succeed. Thank God, family, friends for their role in your success and support in your failure. Whatever be the case try to move forward in your life, give your best and leave the rest to the almighty. I would only say this is just an exam, Life is a much bigger canvas and it is having both bright and dark shades in it and both have their beauty. Explore Life and yourself. May be you are meant for other bigger things and for doing great things in life one don’t need to be a civil servant only, Being a great human being is enough and that is wat really matters.

Wishing you all very best for not only this exam but the greatest examination called life. I hope that reading about my journey can prove to be helpful in any way possible. You can reach me at [email protected] I would love to help you within my limited abilities.

 

IASbaba: Poonam’s life is a lesson for many of you out there. Look back and think!

  • Can_PO_3.o?

    Thanks Poonam mam for sharing your journey:) This will give us more confident to clear the exam.

  • SBS

    What an inspiring story!! take a bow mam….congratulations and all d best

  • akshay kumar

    First of all congratulations ma’am for your success….wish you all the best ahead !!
    How flawlessly you have traversed your path by overcoming all the adversities ? Fantastic indeed 🙂
    Reading your article reminds me of Anjali Sehrawat Ma’am earlier.

    When the going gets tough, the touch gets going 🙂

    Thank you IASbaba team 🙂

  • Vishal Rana

    Cngrts Poonam….finally hard work paid…very inspirational journey..

  • anil

    your email id is not valid Pooja

  • MinionNivi

    truly inspiring..!!

  • yugesh kumar

    very inspiring story. Thanks for sharing. she nailed despite the odds. Hats off..

  • Churchill

    You are a champ !!
    All the best with your career

  • CSE2017 aspirant (ABG)

    Congrats Poonam mam,
    you are an inspiration to all of us. We will heed to your advice
    All the best for your future career 🙂

  • Peace

    Thank you for sharing your story with us ma’am and motivating us. 🙂

  • vishakha

    Hats off ma’am ….learned lot from this article…thanks iasbaba team n all the best poonam ma’am…

  • rashmi

    considering so many facts like the ones’ mentioned in mam’s struggle, should govt think of reducing the age? i guess no.. as people are struggling damn hard after making so many sacrifices, everyone is not so privileged to have right kind of guidance, awareness at the age of 22 or even before 26,
    efforts like mam and many should be appreciated and given chance to blossom as there must be many who are going though these many facets of life..

    • Alluri Sita Rama Raju

      Its only one side of story bro. What abt lakhs of people wasting their most productive ages of their life , not able to get or can’t take another sort of jobs. Something radical changes like age reduction shouldn’t be done suddenly as UPSC always does but with cooling off period of some years so that everyone would prepare well in advance.

      • rashmi

        Yaar.. Jisko Padhna h Padhne do.. At least they are gaining basic knowledge ( which these hard core degrees do not care to provide )and learning different perspectives , be it social, political, economic , international ,, yeah true economic activity and so called demographic dividend is suffering but corporate offices Ke 4 by 4 k cubicles me Milta b Kya h .. Apart from few thousand rupees .. But eventually thought process of mr baswan is going to dominate .. Let’s c how govt. take his wisdom and their own political motives behind touching or not touching the age factor

        • Alluri Sita Rama Raju

          Yeah of course , what ever we think UPSC is a monarch . It won’t listen to anyone 😛 :-D…. Bit without any pol motives it should act to the max benefit of the aspirants….

          • rashmi

            True buddy ,, gud luck for ur prepn

          • Alluri Sita Rama Raju

            ha, all the best for u too

  • Naveen Shekhar

    Hats off!
    A true saga of struggles….
    #speechless

  • Bhavika

    Truly inspiring journey.Congratulations ma’am and good luck for you life.Thanks for sharing it with us its really a lesson for us.

  • Anurag

    An Inspiring Journey Ma’m. No amount of words enough for your relentless effort. Heartfelt congratulations and BEST OF LUCK for your future endeavours.

  • hajarathvali

    It’s proved again constant&Consistent work will never fail….you are really inspiring personaly …reached your goal with all odd’s…hats off madam…

  • Aryan

    Awesome

  • 007

    Reading it is like a source of motivation for many people here. All d best for your future mam.

  • Alluri Sita Rama Raju

    Wow unbelievable mam, what a grit u have shown. What a journey from a school teacher to the most coveted job of the country. Writing prelims during nine months of pregnancy shows ur determination, courage and what not everything….. Truly inspiring ………

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